There are no changes on the blood front, which is decent news. Part of me would like the hairy cells to get busy so I can do the chemotherapy and get it over with already.
But if I think really hard, I can remember what it was like last time.
Most of me is good with putting it off. The cure is much worse than the disease.
And, with God’s grace, there is always the possibility of healing.
well that’s good news. Someday people will look back at chemo and think :’Why did we do such barbaric things?”