Cancer

This is home

Friday was a strange day. I had spent the last two weeks in a single isolated room. Despite the disruptions, the rhythmic noises of the hospital slowly became what was “normal.” Then just as abruptly as the hospital stay began, it ended. When I got home nothing seemed normal anymore. Everything was off, down to the smell. I asked Cheryl if she’d sprayed something or changed any…
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Sports

Overextended?

I read an article from the Orlando Sentinel recently (around the time the Rays were playing a series against the Texas Rangers in Orlando), which pointed to the lack of attendence at Rays games as evidence that Tampa Bay was “overextended” as a region with professional sports franchises. Then I noticed that the Marlins drew a whopping 11,525 for today’s game against the Rays. So…
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CancerWellbeing

For once I was right

I have a lot of experience being a visitor in a hospital. When it comes time to leave, I’ve often thought that evenings must be the most lonely time. If you’re visiting someone in the hospital, you’re almost always leaving someone behind when you go. Evening seems like a time when a lot of people might be leaving people behind. In a few hours I’ll have been in this hospital…
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Cancer

Must… stop… scratching

Foreword: I generally like my doctors. Sometimes I wonder if my doctor has a string in his back and someone gives it a pull every time he’s supposed to speak… “Good morning doctor.” “You’re looking good today.” “Yeah, but I can’t shake these fevers.” “Your blood cultures have been negative.” “Well this rash is killing…
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CancerWellbeing

Tuesday update

Where do I start? Do I start with the headaches that are churning my brain into applesauce? Do I start with the fever I’m chillin’ with? Do I start with the Rays: a source of great joy and greater sadness in one evening? Do I start with the allergic reaction to an antibiotic, which has turned my clothing into an “aggressive interrogation” device? Do I start with the nurse…
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Going for Broke

Out of control

Everyone says I should indulge myself while I’m in the hospital. If only they knew. Armed with a credit card number and a wi-fi connection I’ve been a shareware paying, upgrade buying, web host upgrading mad spender. And the madness doesn’t end there. In between bouts of fever, chills, and pain I could be resting up. Instead I’ve undertaken a huge project to reorganize my…
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